pshhh, like i’d pay them to not clean up.
they had a person write a response and a threat for them on my own white board. that person is also the same person who advocated a “to the face approach” if any one has a problem. hypocritical bitch or what?
this shit is getting frustrating. i dont think my housemates understood that the whole point of me keeping them up at night was to have them see what it was like since they do that to me whenever im there. i dont even think they understood that i fcking live in the place too. (also, they didnt come out to ask me to be quiet, at all. like how they expect me to do that)
and the thing is, their fucking friend always approaches me with some fucking attitude too. what makes it retarded is that she has nothing to do with this matter at all.
like, at this point, im contemplating on just telling their supposed friend of all the shit they talk behind her back too. of course, that’s the dick move to do, but you know what, if everyone of feels like being a dick to me, ill be a dick to them.
how can i sum up my sophomore year thus far? for starters, somewhat horrible. aside from housemates that are mass murderers, i have the worst housemates the world can throw at me. but along with that, i’ve met some people that make me pretty disappointed in my accomplishments, or lack thereof. i need some motivation now.
oh, and my housemates are still inconsiderate fags (just without the harleys) that haven’t learned any proper manners basic to any respectable person. and from now, my only goal with them is to channel that message.
you know, i certainly can blame myself for choosing such poor housemates. i should have taken their actions over their words.
so yeah. and what makes this more retarded is that they were all sober…
okay, i know. i have some rhyming skills. haha, idk.
so yeah, what i mean by the title is that basically im tired of all this. i dont understand why i should believe a word some people ever say anymore because of their characters. it just has became so apparent to me that person who accepts cheating as a legitimate way of passing a midterm or lab homework, is obviously not trustworthy. if anything, it is the most direct way to say, “i lie, and i don’t have good morals and/or principles.”
and honestly, im not going crazy. when i hear the shit being talked behind my back 15ft away, i hear it like anyone else would who isnt either deaf or impaired. no doubt. and more ever, knowing when people lie to my face becomes so easy especially when you know that those liars boost before about their strong roommate connection by pulling off lying in someone else’s face a year prior. - and especially when they ask unrelated questions about it and put up that uncomfortable grin.
of course, who the hell wants to admit talking shit behind peoples backs? it would be as if you’re calling yourself a coward, which a strong minded person would never admit. that, i understand.
P.S. why would a person want to boost about how they cheated off, from was to them, a really smart person. i don’t understand how someone could boost about basically telling me that they don't know jack shit so they have to resort to cheating?
no honesty. no trust. fck housemates.
and seriously, what did i ever do wrong?
(P.S.S. im sorry for even writing that “P.S'", this is a blog, not journal.)