no end.

well ohkay. i didn't win prom king, but every thing's going to be alright. on the bright side, that night was, how would i say it, kinda "magical'? with kinda being an understatement.

prom did make me realize a few things though. one of which is that life's been wonderful, but the timing is not. the year has gone by really quickly. its like i've fallen asleep this whole year and i just awoken now. as the end of senior year approaches, i also feel like more and more of my friends are moving apart. And that everyone is finding different alternatives to fill the void left behind, which isn't a bad thing. we all have to seek to be more independent after all. some find new hobbies while others renew old friendships or begin new ones. all of which, i think, are a little too late.

one by one, the days count down. the end is inevitable.

sensation.

i'm feeling too good to be nervous, too good to be afraid.
i truly enjoy this. i like her.

i'm going to rock the prom court scene. hopefully.

stupid thoughts.

im tired of things. frustration overwhelms me.